Before I embarked on my student teaching journey, I
participated in #psuaged18 Pre-Service Seminar. Throughout the seminar, my
fellow cohort members and I participated in trainings, workshops, and
discussions. Although there was a plethora of information and advice presented
to us, one piece of advice resonated with me the most throughout my first week
of student teaching.
Ms. Hack, agriculture educator at Honesdale High School, shared
how we should not compare ourselves to other teachers. This advice kept echoing in my head
throughout this week of observation. Throughout this week, I realized that Mr.
Campbell has mastered classroom management, and the content he teaches. In
addition, I realized that Mrs. Rippole has mastered the art of creativity and
engagement. My mind kept wondering how I was going to ever be like them. Stress
and disappointment flooded me with every thought, until I reminded myself to
not compare. I am not a Mr. Campbell and I am not a Mrs. Rippole; I am Ms.
Wasson. Like many educators, Mr.
Campbell and Mrs. Rippole have had mentors to guide them in becoming a mastery
teacher. Therefore, I realized it is okay to not be them because I am here to
learn from them as my mentors.
Although there were times of doubt, I made it through week one.
Looking back on week one, I'll be sharing a high (some
of the best # UndeniablyDerry and other dynamite moments), and a tip
(something that I learned or heard that encouraged me to continue to
grow my roots in agriculture education).
High
Here is a photo of a student, who is very talented and skilled in the shop, demonstrating a butt weld. |
This week was critical in building rapport with students. I
had the opportunity to meet students this week, and begin to engage in projects
with them. All of my students are unique in the sense that they all have
different personalities, come from different backgrounds, and have different
learning styles and abilities. I knew my classroom would be full of diversity;
it just became more apparent to me after the three days of observation. I am
excited to see how I can help grow their knowledge and roots in agriculture. Whether I am
helping to direct an independent study, coaching a CDE team, or teaching in the
classroom, I realize the impact I can have on students.
Tip
This week has truly allowed for a growth mindset.
Not only did I realize that I have a lot to learn, but I learned a lot. It is
somewhat scary to take over a classroom from an established and mastery
teacher. As the next week approaches, I am full of nerves and excitement. However,
we received an email from Dr. Foster that was forwarded from a agricultural
educator. In the email it shared the following:
“We all have things that make us uncomfortable...things that are (or
lead to) our insecurities. Today, I want you to remember that until you cross
the bridge of your insecurities, you can't begin to explore your
possibilities.”
This quote made me realizes that my nerves and insecurities
are okay! The journey of student teaching has only just begun. I will face some challenges, but I have the
ability to change and overcome my insecurities to
maximize my student teaching experience.
Recap Other Weekly Unique Moments
Derry FFA Officers and members conducting tours to 8th graders by highlighting Animal Science Pathway |
- Watching the Ag Construction class finish up their independent projects. I am excited to see how I can continue to highlight and showcase their talents and skills in the shop.
- Seeing
students that I went to convention or other events with, I am excited to
continue to build rapport with other students.
- We had the 8th graders tour our facilities on Friday. It was awesome to see the chapter officers take charge and develop the program for the tours.
I am glad to see that you are taking the best from other teachers by watching them and reflecting on their strengths. I like the way you are thinking about how you will be your own individual as a teacher, and that you have the opportunity to make a huge impact every day. I look forward to seeing that impact become a reality over the next few months!
ReplyDeleteHalee, it's good to see you approaching your internship with the growth mindset and that you're using your first week to observe and build rapport. Developing your own identity as a teacher is critical, but it is also important to look to your mentors for "tools" to add to your toolbox. What are you most excited and nervous about for next week when you begin to transition into teaching?
ReplyDeleteKeep focus on being ready to rock those first lessons next week!
ReplyDeleteFIrst Impressions Matter!